Today is one of those days...
Today is a day that i dont need..
Today I should feel better than i do..
Today, like a few other days in my month, is rough..
Today I have to be strong..
Today I feel cheated of what i deserve..
Today a nigga might catch it just because.. its today
Today that might not happend , but MF's say the wrong things
..and its happened before..
Today im the side of me that I loathe..
Today I wonder if this is the real me..
Today I think of all the wrongs ive done
.. and all rights ive done, that people have done wrong..
Today I want to be alone..
Today I know I really dont want to be alone..
Today I miss my mother more than usual,
my first love..
Today I talk myself down..
Today I want something out of my reach..
Today I reflect on the gift and the curse.. my personality..
Today I just want to walk away from everything..
Today I feel lonely but im not alone..
Today I give yall alittle of what a Today is for me..
Today I pray for anyone's Todays that reads this..
Today is so much more than what I portray.
Today I will say thank you for being you..
Today however is not tomorrow.
Waddap Kia, Butz, KP, lil curt, Rolando, Tash,LilV,A-dree,lil pimpin- love you babygirl, JR, GrannyT, Netha, Ms Mac Dow-wat up ma!! My nigga J, Bub, Big Chris, jaymee, Shelly- get ya fuckin mind right, Trina,My bitch Esco- miss da fuck outta you!!, Hendo, Jet, Fat Shack aka Shaquille lol and the two babymamas 4 blocks apart ha!!!- you my brotha fam!..Oompa, Jet, Tone Loc, JJ still tippin.. Tasty, Nutty Buddy, Fred, Meaty,Sgt Maj, Jason and all of Alpha.. yall niggas and us kept that shit hood fa real!Kristen ( I woulda married your as at 13!!) Allen- yall this bitch can sing (literally) to the high heavens.. Sharon and Andre, the whole 97 cma click, 2Sev click, 43rd, T-Streetz da gunna- 2 more years my nigga and we gone ball! Pop Dukes-lookin like 57 homey! No money-No honeys-aka ARAB, southside ATX waddap(lil mexico lol).Hollis Queens, Pat Creno, Doo-ville niggas.. Cap Carter-where you at?!Canadian Lights, T-dot-O, Oz, Eric B, My nigga D, and my bitch Dee.. All the folk that i ever visited blogging.. I love this culture. Miz waddap Lovebabz waddap , FieldNegro.. you know.. All the folk who fucks wit me.. Niggaz keepin it 500 like SupaDave and 12kyle.. Eb,-1-.. all yall.. Be blessed .. And for thosed touched by ya name aint up there I aint forget yall- yall already know wat it is..
Man som Patron gonna get a nigga fucked in the game tonight if they say the wrong thing to me I swear lmao! ohhh shit.. yall be safe this weekend
Not Today -Q.