This year, October 19th, 2009, I will turn 28. Many times like this, it knocks a pause of thought and reflection,when it comes to my attention. The majority of my friends are opening the door (to 30) or just tipped-toed through. To date I've been reluctant to talk about it with them. Wondering about what I might be uncomfortable to find out and/or bare bare witness to realizations that I've been working on and failed to attain.
An overwhelming flow of responsibility has been pushing at me as the years come along. Sometimes I think maybe I made 30 my own tipping point..Where cause and more importantly direction will be clear. Therefor my moves and actions towards my goals are fluid and bold. No longer are the days that (I accept being told or having the mindset) I'm a young man and I have a life ahead of me. At 27 your life should have begun to show sign of fruit of progression in life. Not necessarily results but what you've done and planned for from adolescence to young adult life. For this, is the beginning. Or at least should be. I feel that my 27( 25, 24 for that matter)yr/old's path should be charted at this time.. Maturity and benchmarks- with school, career, property, savings, investments ect.would be starting to get met without as much match as when I was 20, 21. No longer the young man am I.
'The old nigga is makin' it or needs to get his act together'. Literary thought. My mom always emphasized to me; maximize your 20's. "You dont wanna struggle when your going through the struggle. I've come to intimately realize that the(responsible: key word) 35+ person deals with stresses, responsibilities, planning and everyday encounters much more profound than a young adult. Its not quite the same and for that they earn a hell of aot of respect for that. Because its always easy to do nothing, to be irresponsible, to be not dependable, humble, not to have a foresight of your younger and elder members of your folks future's- we all know a handful of folks that when as far as up the block, to the corner store, and back- and it took they whole life to do it...And thats all they did.you know?
New York City (as a kid coming in to this world in the early 80's) I remember 30's as an age people flourishing or fighting there afflictions: trying to find a balance in career/home/financial stability, some were fighting drug addiction to actually live life once again, finding love or deciding to personally run from it, and transitioning into leaders of the clan and keepers of the elderly. We all remember what we witness, especially as young children and generally make a mold of some model we seen- 'lot of us swear we our own person but we just found somebody outside of any circle we know to be like... If we didnt, we could trash the word inspiration.
I have a wonderful gift of parents. One that has taught me how to persevere, plan, and attack goals- another has taught me the pitfalls of lack of responsibility, discretion, and what mistakes not to make to be comfortable and more so at peace at 50+(its so00 not that far away- think of how fast your years of late has past you). Life is what you live, so you have to live it, you have to take chances, you have to expose and be truthful to your weaknesses- for they will hold you back in life more than anything,you have to allow yourself to not get grown too quick. But its a big mental push- not an obstacle.. Perhaps more of what you dont know and the anxiety when you cross that threshold.. But I got my head up- already taking the old as Eddie Murphy jokes and shit better without slapping the end-of-bread- crumbs outta sombody's mouth. I still look bout 20 so thats a check.I think that means 30 @50 right. Im just gonna keep right on pushin.. Shouts to the grown folks.. -Q.
And the alarm goes off. And ya neck on chilly from the AC bumpin.. And you under them covers... And you partied Friday, Saturday, probably Sunday night too.. And ya boo broke you off even... Ev-er-y night... And ya tired... And you aint iron no clothes... And ya bed done opened up to you like good cutty... Got you right in that spot... Cuzz you sleepin' the best you've slept all week ....
When the dollar menu gets into your mind(and spirit)...smh
Ughh, and i'd like two large fries and sweet tea wit that. Oh and uh, throw a triple bye pass in there wit sum napkins please. Oh why thank ya, bless your heart. (and mine too) Blacky -Q. (had to share shout's to O Hell Nawl. Check them out, they on my blogroll - some of the funniest shit you aint never heard lol..
Um.. I'll just let hit him go for it...(check tha vid)
First off I aint know it was going down like that. Somebody shoulda told me bout some Halle. I prefer some thickness in my life, but Halle is one of those slim possibilities i might just come across. You know. Another thang.. Most people dont seem to remember (and I love you brotha for all that you do- comedy, adult music, and helping keep Oscars in black hands. But this (at one time) was one hideous mothafucka.. I give you Exhibit A: and apparently sometimes now I wonder.. Um, well Exhibit B:
You gotta watch who you in bed with some times or gettin' a likin' too. Cuzz you could have some jacked up lookin babies. But Halle go'head gurl, get ya freak on...
(Heard it was a publicity stunt though.. boo.)
But in any case what yall think about Halle/Jamie- Post Oscar Status Ayo -Q.
Its not everyday you see this image, whether it be some actual factual shit, or even in a still.
Dont really rock with Em, but am glad to here he's off them drugs and healthy, supporting his family once again and giving hip hop heads(who feel him) a little of what he does. But the dude did team up for one my favorite rap songs of my time 'Renegade', which he featured on with Jay-Z. ( Thats my dude- unfortunately i think i might have a man-crush on him but fuck it. The nigga got my kinda swag, no homo) Anywayz I never seen them perform this song live and i got a hold of it so im gonna let it rock.. I need to put this shit on The Picklist. Check it out...