Man , damn Vernon Forest got shot up.. This is a bad season for
nigga trying to hold on to his life.
Im trying to tell
yall - this shit is scary these days. Steve
McNair,
MJ. Vern was a good dude man. He was actually going hard for HIS community in need- we
dont got too many examples that came back home to make a difference.. Look at
Harlem. so sad.
I been getting my school shit together. Excited- just to be learning, engaging my brain. Ever wake up and just feel dumb. I hate those days.. But whats messed up is
im thirsty for knowledge all the time, I still pick up Encyclopedias and read up on history and science and stuff.. All I ever watch on
tv is like
cspan and discovery and all that shit.
Have
yall seen this thing called the '
Fleshlight'?
smh.
I think I get it now, why most black men(
nobody's and notables) got that "
Im gonna get you
sucka look on they face when they get hemmed up by the cops..
Playa's aint tryin to get caught up like this. Skip look like he got straight hemmed up- feel sorry for the
brotha.
Im sitting here debating on whether I hate the heat more than I dread going back to the cold in NYC. That shit gets Brick-ass out there.
Yall know.. some of
yall . Cold as shit! I mean I miss my
Timbs and the
NorthFace look (
thats so classic to me) but I
aint used to hitting the streets with the windchill on
Flinstone Push Pops. fuck that. BUT THIS
HEAT!!!!
AHHH shiid.. Man I
aint never got used to just walking out my house( for 9 months mind u) and just moistening up if i breath to hard.. It be bad specially them days you trying to go somewhere
andsoon as you step out the whip down there feel like you had some hot nasty sex ... Pits look like an anxious dog done sat on your shirt; and ya forehead look like Johnny Gill's
singin 'My My My' or after some bodywork wit Eddie. If you
aint know
theres a
reason why
niggas fight so much in the south. I wish a
mothafucka would piss me off on a 106 day,
shiiiiid.
I
loooove hispanic women. Weakness since elementary. I think its a NYC thing. Typically
Puerto Rican and Dominican. I've never really been attracted to a Mexican girl though. I had a partna of mine try to tell me that PR's and DR's are all the same.. Man we had a fall out that day. There
is a difference. Just my opinion.
I still cant believe I put the weed down.(Lost for words)... I guess
im just doing
somethin different.
Im a
functionable weed head (as many young black folk are)- its just part of the lifestyle. I work better, study better, the sex is better - just shit, you know, in general is better(for me) after getting a L in the system. I been
smokin since what, 12? never
misssed a beat. But I guess too much of anything gets old. I
havent quit! But I
havent missed it- think about though. Just been
passin on the sessions, lately.. Its weird, I guess. My homey told me I was trying to bring down my tolerance. go figure.
I got
intouch with a friend the other day. Old friend. I was glad we touched base. Sometimes we as people hurt one another with the things that we
dont say; that we
dont address. I mean it is what it its, but respect is resolved. At least I hope so.
Somethin about me (whether its me or them), creates a
gravity of some sense when I meet people.. Women. Gift and a curse.. I love people. People apparently love me. Sometimes there's a
lil lovin involved
lol.
Im not gonna go into this one.
Are you ready for some Football!!!!? Nope? Bring Basketball back.
For the record if you haven't already been in the know..
Lebron James was dunked on by Jamal Crawford. A College boy 192 lbs soaking wet...Head on.
Lebron had the tapes in a
kungfu grip. Step ya
MJ23 up bitch. (Oh, um,
Lebron James- the King of New York 2010- but until then
ur under my nuts hoe!).
Knicks!!! Fuck 50.
I need a Blackberry.. or iPhone.
I
dont know what else I got.. I was just
wing'n this one.. left my scratch at the house...
Praise Him, at all times. God is Love.B.I.G. rest in peace. Harlem -
waddap. Somebody blaze up a dutch for ya boy. Cop that
Jadakiss n D-Block joints. East Coast Hip Hop will be in full effect in about 5
mins. Believe that.
100 -Q.
And
im out.